Cherish this love

Previously I mention that I'm going for job hunting, it was a super successful one cause me & sam just walk around for like 10 mins then we were hired immediately, right on the spot, due to the urgent need of workers. So now I'm working at Topshop, 3 cheers (: Anyway, it's damn tiring & I can't talk as much as before. So anyone who meets me after work will realise I keep laughing for no reason, because I can't laugh during work so I had to release it all after work, poor lian bang. Tmr's my off, another 3 cheers (: Dear said he applied for leave tmr too, I hope it will be approve. If it does get approve then another 3 cheers for that again... HAHAHA ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR LIAN BANG GIRL, LUB DIE YOU <3 *your favourite phrase* since you are older alrd, I hope you'll just get over with blah, my lian bang deserves better okay !? I think I'm chuan shuo zhong de sinner, cause I just came back from a jog & then now I'm sitting right infront of the com typing out this post with a bag of Ruffles on my laps... F myself... HAHAHAH ! Once in awhile ba liao, so it's okay, I guess... ? I should go & keep my Ruffles now, ciaos :D

I don't know how long more this will go on,
but still I hope it will be good.

In Loving Memories Of My Messy Hair

Okay, now I'm trying my very best to figure out who or what is that stupid reason that gave me that freaking urge to dye & trim my once so beautiful hair... I'm really very depress now, very very. But the colour isn't that bad, just the cutting part. I feel like telling that freaking woman right at her face, I JUST WANTED A FREAKING TRIM, WHY DID YOU FREAKING MAKE IT SHORT, arseeee. No point being so fustrated now, I can't possibly patch back my hair, all that I can do is to just sit here, cross my fingers, cross my leg & pray for a miracle over night.... *suddenly i'm reminded, ALWAYS HAVE FAITH* Going for job hunting tomorrow. I don't feel like continuing this post anymore, cause I keep seeing my reflection & I'm feeling more & more depress....

For everything that's true

Two more papers to go & N's will officially be over. I know I should be feeling relieved, but I just can't totally feel that way. I'm starting to regret for not being hardworking right from the start of the year. I got this feeling I will be failing my N's because of Humanities. It was so badly done. I was asking my mum & dad like what if I really fail my N's, they told me as long as I always have the will, there is nothing impossible. I guess they do have a point there, but I know they will feel very disappointed & I will definitely feel guilty, towards them & myself.Enough said, what's done is already done, no point pondering over it, just have to wait for the results. I want to go job hunting, I want to dye my hair... I wanted to dye brown then highlight gold initially, but my mum say I will look... so she suggested red, I think I should just dye it red since everyone prefers that. Suddenly I've this urge to pierce my eyebrow, but I was reminded by Lao Luo that if the hole seasons, then there will be a forever scar. Okay, maybe I should reconsider, but I still think it's really nice... like if I tie a plait, with the eyebrow stud, it will be so nice... I think I should just go around & ask for more opinion. Okay, I've to go for lunch now, till then CIAOS (:

Tongue Tied

Know what ? I didn't want to blog initially because I didn't have any pix to post along with, but my fingers are itching. I just completed my Chem work so using the com awhile won't kill right ? I'm checking out on cool pix to put on the top of my blog, haven't yet found anything that catches my eyes. Sometimes I think I'm so selfish, eventhough I know Sam needs her friends to be around for her, it seems like I'm not doing anything to help her... but I just can't find the right words right now to console her, how useless is that ? But I just want her to know I will definitely be there for her, I'm not an ungrateful person. I've been thinking what colour I should dye my hair ? Thinking thinking thinking... & I've been Job Hunting, Ailynn say she will help me look around for jobs that suits me ^^v Should I stop using Blogger & change to others like OnSugar ? Live Journal ? I wanna catch Phobia 2 ): Feel like playing Neopets suddenly.... heeeee. Someone once told me to always have faith & I think it is true. Went out with Dear & his friends over the weekend. Walk around at Vivo & had steamboat after that.

I want things to stay this way forever....

All that it has been, to what it will be

Actually I don't really know what to blog. Last three days were having N's paper & i'm very happy bout something that is I didn't fall asleep (: Anyway I feel like having a fu tao yogurt ice blended now... I can't wait for N's to be over & I miss him. I can't blog much now cause I've got to go down & meet lala dog & ailynn. So I think I should just blog again ! & I suddenly think I look like a bimbo.........



sometimes it's not that one have nothing to say,
it's just that there's too much to say,
so much so that you don't even know how you are going to put them in words,
so much so that it makes you speechless,
so much so that ...

Meet me halfway

My weekend was like... so so I guess. Because N's is coming, I can't afford to go out every single day anymore. The rainy season is here again. Seems so fast, N's is just next week. I can't wait for it to end. I feel so sad that I couldn't join Sam & all for movies on Fri & I also didn't join Mel & all for Sheesha on Sat night. I promise I won't miss out on any single thing after the N's. When to Marina with him on Sun. Took the Singapore Flyer, I tho it was very nice but turn out to be the exact opposite, but it's okay la, it's the thought that counts right ? & we went to catch the Final Destination 3D after that. The plot is the same as before, just that I wanted to feel the difference of watching it 3D. He's having outfield now, I think. Hope he didn't get caught in the rain & then slide because of the slippery road. I miss him. HAHAH ! I'm glad that me & Sam manage to talk things out, she is a friend that I would like to keep by my side forever. Actually I have lots of friend that I want to keep by my side, if I were to list them out, I would have taken the whole day ? Nah, not so much actually. I want to keep everyone that I have around me now by my side forever. I sound so selfish, but love is selfish isn't it ? Well, all the best for the upcoming exams. Ciao (: